13
The
Rule of Law
Rh’aiiy’hn
of Old Rthfrdia woke slowly, blinking in the sunlight that was streaming
through his narrow, barred window, and knew he was himself again. Very weak,
but all there. Last night’s sleep seemed to have cleared the mists from his
brain.
He lay
quietly in the sun for some time, letting thoughts form and dissolve. It was
very early in the morning: the days were getting longer. He must have been here
for... many weeks, at all events. His brother was not here: good. Rh’aiiy’hn
sighed. If only things had been different, they might have— Oh, well. There
were several minds present, however: some awake but most asleep. Drouwh’s dog
must have gone with him, thank the bears. A little, bright, enquiring mind was
watching his. A cat? Prince Rh’aiiy’hn smiled slowly. A little cat was watching
and listening. He examined its mind carefully but it bore him no malice:
indeed, was incapable of such, he found. He sighed a little. Lucky little cat...
Yes, The Old Woman was there somewhere, too,
if only very faintly, but Rh’aiiy’hn knew without having to think about it
that, though she was certainly capable of malice, she bore him none. She would
watch and wait and probably never act directly to interfere in the lives of the
people: that had never been The Old Woman’s way. The Regent of Old Rthfrdia,
who wore the colours of all clans and owed allegiance to none, wondered once
again where The Old Women had come from and if their existence had a purpose—and
whether, supposing it did, this purpose might have a meaning that his people
could understand. Had he had to choose an answer to this last question he would
have said that on the whole he didn’t think so: if purpose could exist in a
Known Universe that to his wide-ranging mind was as unknowable as it was to the
tiny minds of the smah-birds, then he inclined to the theory that that of The
Old Women was connected to something bigger and of a far different scope than
the destinies of a few million humanoids on a small planet near the rim of the
two galaxies. But he would rather not have had to choose an answer: his feeling
was far more nebulous than this. Rh’aiiy’hn smiled a little and listened to the
smah-birds in the forest, and sensed the nyr, further in the leafy depths, and
felt at peace. Later he should make decisions, take charge of his life, but
just for now...
He must have
slept again: the sun was higher in the sky, there was activity in the house,
and the minds of its occupants jostled and chattered. He glanced at them and
dismissed them. The one mind that he was looking for wasn’t there. Then he
thought to check the little cat again. There was an instant’s shining awareness
and then a far more powerful signal overrode the little cat’s. Rh’aiiy’hn of
course did not translate the message into words, he had had no need to do that
for over thirty years, now: but what the mind was sending was a very simple
message that could have been summed up as a partly-annoyed, partly-amused Very clever!
I thought it would be aware of you, if any
of them were, he responded. He was aware of a wincing reaction, and
apologised for his loudness. He received an instant’s slightly scornful
amusement. Then he realised the mind had closed itself off from him. For a moment
he was shaken by a black anger.
I can still hear you, it sent.
Bears’ claws! cried Rh’aiiy’hn. What
good is that to me?
For a moment
he thought it had withdrawn entirely and regretted his rashness; then a cool
reply came, pointing out that that was scarcely the point.
What do you want? asked Rh’aiiy’hn
bitterly. What are you here for?
There was a
long moment of nothingness, and Rh’aiiy’hn of Old Rthfrdia, who had thought
he’d known what loneliness was after those interminable years as Regent, when
to make a friend was to risk making a thousand enemies, to trust another being
was to risk his own and the boy’s necks and the throne of Old Rthfrdia itself,
knew that until this instant he had known nothing of what it was to be truly
alone.
Then the
mind sent with a sort of cool amusement: Command
is always lonely.
He was
filled with such a shattering relief that he could barely respond at all. Yes, he managed at last. Who are you? How do you know that?
He felt
hesitation but was very sure that he was being allowed to feel it. Then the
mind sent simply: The food’s all right
now. Eat a lot, you'll need your strength. Drouwh Mk-L’ster’s away. I’m not
going away, but you won’t be able to reach me. Don’t try, there are minds here
who can pick you up.—Rh’aiiy’hn bit his lip.—There came an afterthought: Don’t contact the little cat, the boy reads
it.
Then he was
achingly alone again.
“He’s
stopped,” reported T’m over breakfast, his head tilted to one side.
“Where’s
A’ailh’sa?” asked Jhl hurriedly.
K’t-Ln’s leg
was improving and one of the clansmen brought her downstairs every morning,
now. She ceased spooning up yi’ish to report, with a face: “Her Ladyship has
the migraine and is confined to her pit. –Menstruating,” she translated kindly.
Jhl had much
ado not to laugh. “I see.”
“She’s just
feeling a bit sorry for herself,” said M’ri on a weak note. “I’ll take her up
some khyai’llh tea in a bit.”
“He’s not
dead, is he?” pursued T’m relentlessly.
“No, I can
feel him: he’s sort of resting,” pronounced K’t-Ln.
“Oh.” He
concentrated. “Yeah, you’re right. Hey, Roz, do you know who he is?” he asked
on a cautious note, one eye on K’t-Ln.
She
shrugged, and examined her nails. “It’s none of my business. –Oh, dear, my
nails really need re-culturing, this rough country life’s doing them no good at
all.”
K’t-Ln drew
a deep breath. “Just listen for a minute. –You, too, M’ri: leave that
plasmo-blasted washing-up!” she shouted.
M’ri came
over to the table, wiping her hands on her apron, looking nervous. “What?”
“He’s the
Regent, that’s who he is, in case anybody here really didn’t know it,” said
K’t-Ln with a hard look at the Pleasure Girl, “and whatever the political ins
and outs of it might be, The Mk-L’ster’s holding him here against his
will!"
“So?” said
Jhl blandly.
“Look, don’t
act dumb with me!” she said heatedly. “You’re the one that told me and T’m to
ask the Encyclopaedia about acts and planetary law and being-rights and stuff!”
“That
doesn’t mean I want to get mixed up in some pre-Fed dispute on a primmo dump
like this, though.”
This seemed
to go down fairly well: K’t-Ln glared, but not as if she wasn't convinced, and
continued: “Well, according to the Encyclopaedia, no-one’s allowed to upset the
status quo on a pre-Fed world.” She looked suspiciously at Roz, but the
Pleasure Girl only drawled: “So?"
“So The
Mk-L’ster’s gone and done it, he’s broken Feddo law!” cried K’t-Ln loudly.
“He’s been all right to us, though, K’t-Ln. I
mean, he got The Old Woman to fix your head and everything,” said M’ri.
“That it was
his fault that I hurt in the first place? Yeah. Anyway, I’m not talking about
that. Look: what I was thinking was, suppose we let the Regent go, do you think
he’d promise not to, um, tell on The Mk-L’ster?”
Her siblings
were goggling at her in a sort of blank horror, so Jhl said, somewhat feebly:
“You mean make him swear not to prosecute him, before you let him go?”
“Yeah!” she said eagerly.
“Doesn’t it
depend on what his priorities are?” asked Jhl limply.
“Um, how do
you mean? –Oh,” she said, reddening.
“Yeah, he
could swear he’d do anything!” put in T’m eagerly.
“Don’t be
stupid!” cried K’t-Ln. “He’s a man of honour! Roz didn’t mean that! –Did you?”
Jhl
reflected she could always erase the whole lot, if she needed to. “Not quite.
He is a man of honour, T’m, but there are some situations where there’s a
greater good and a being would feel it would have to break its word.”
T’m scowled,
but didn’t say that was what he’d said.
“For the
good of the people!” said M’ri eagerly.
“Yeah,”
conceded K’t-Ln grudgingly. “Pretty much.”
“Well, for
what he conceives to be the good of the people,” said Jhl weakly. “The trouble
seems to be that he and Mk-L’ster don’t agree on that.”
“Choice
542,” said K’t-Ln on an uncertain note.
“Doesn’t the
Regent want all the clan lands to go to the clanspeople?” recalled M’ri
foggily.
“YES!
Ghrr-brain!” shouted K’t-Ln angrily.
“Yeah, so we
gotta let him go!” said T’m eagerly.
“NO!”
shouted K’t-Ln furiously.
“But you
just said—”
“I don’t
wanna let him go because I agree or disagree with him, or with The Mk-L’ster—in
fact I think we’d be better off if all the Lords and the Royal Family were thrown to the bears and forgotten about!
And if you imagine for one minute the clan lands’d be safe in the hands of
idiots like that lot from the village you’re the biggest ghrr-brain in the two
galaxies!” cried K’t-Ln angrily. “All I’m saying is, it’s illegal for him to be held prisoner and the situation changed now,
while we’re in Pre-Fed, see? And we oughta do something about it,” she ended on
a sulky note.
“I don’t
exactly see...” quavered M’ri.
Very red, K’t-Ln said angrily: “The Rule of
Law! –That’s right, isn’t it, Roz? It’s what makes the Federation different
from all the worlds beyond the Outer Rim. And—and if we know about this and
don’t do something about it, then—then we don’t deserve to join!”
Jhl
perceived that the grey-green eyes were full of excited, angry tears. Oh, dear:
there was nothing like a young being filled with the fervour of its first grasp
of the great abstractions for intransigence. “I wouldn’t go that far, K’t-Ln,” she
said temperately. “You’re just a few beings: your whole planet won’t be judged
on the basis of your behaviour.”
“But what The
Lord’s doing is WRONG!” cried K’t-Ln.
“Yes, I
think so,” agreed M'ri.
Jhl rubbed
her chin. “We could use my lifter to get Rh’aiiy’hn away,” she said slowly.
“Yeah!”
agreed K’t-Ln, brightening.
“Where to?”
asked M’ri.
Of course
Jhl had been through all this in her own mind a megazillion times;
nevertheless, possibly four heads were better than one. “Anywhere. Dump him in
the Southern Continent until after the Referendum?"
After a
moment T’m said: “That wouldn’t be putting things back the way they were,
though.”
“Er—no,” she
admitted. “Very true.”
Sourly
K’t-Ln admitted: “One way the odds are stacked in The Mk-L’ster’s favour, and
the other way, they’re stacked in the Regent’s.”
“Exactly,”
said Jhl with a sigh.
There was a
short silence.
“Oh, dear,”
said M’ri faintly.
T’m began
excitedly: “We could still— No, we can’t,” he said. “Kna shit.”
“It’s the
classic definition of a dilemma, in fact,” noted Jhl drily.
T’m bounced
up. “I know! I’ll ask the Encycl—”
He’d taken
one and a half strides before Jhl immobilised him as she once had the little
striped cat.
“Let him
go!” shouted K’t-Ln, turning puce. “I know it’s you, don’t pretend!”
Jhl had been
aware for some time that the Regent had heard the entire exchange. Now he sent
very clearly: I am receiving very
confused images of your physical being but I know that, whoever you are
pretending to be, you don’t need to hurt these children in order to protect
yourself. Of all the personalities in this house, it is they whom you can
trust. –You and I.
Much of what
he thought he was seeing of her was through the eyes of the tiny cat, so it was
hardly surprising the images were confused. T’m’s Kitten didn’t see Pleasure
Girl Roz at all: it conceived of Jhl as a collection of feelings and odours
that it interpreted in its own way, which was very far from that of a humanoid.
She smiled, just a little, and said to the two scared girls: “I think you might
have heard him sending just then: that message had no specific target.”
“He can’t
feel you at all,” said K’t-Ln in a wondering voice.
Jhl gave her
a mocking look. “Can you?”
“I can— I
suppose I can feel what you want me to, is that it?” she cried angrily.
“Yes: with
your conscious mind. But your unconscious perceptions are very accurate and
very acute, K’t-Ln, you should trust them more. –Yours, too, M’ri,” she said,
smiling at her.
“I know
you’re not bad,” said M’ri shakily.
“I don’t
think I am, no, in terms of what you mean.”
“Who are
you?” demanded K’t-Ln tightly.
Jhl sighed.
“I'm going to tell all of you the lot. As far as I know it. After that we'll
decide whether I ought to erase the knowledge, for your own safety, before The
Mk-L’ster comes back from the city. –Come back to the table, T’m.”
T’m came
slowly. “Are you another Old Woman?” he said in a squeaky voice.
“No!” cried
K’t-Ln scornfully. She paused. “I suppose she might be.”
“She’s an
off-worlder,” objected M’ri timidly.
“Yes. Well,
all your ancestors were off-worlders once. Just sit down. –Ready?”
“Yes,” said
K’t-Ln grimly. The others nodded shakily.
“It isn’t
scary, it’s interesting,” said Jhl mildly.
“Can he hear?” asked K’t-Ln abruptly.
“No.”
K’t-Ln was
about to tell her to get on with it, but Jhl was getting on with it anyway.
After a
considerable period of silence, T’m squeaked: “Are you really a captain?”
“Yes.”
“Ooh, have
you got a uniform?”
“Ghrr-brain,” groaned K’t-Ln.
Jhl smiled a
little. She showed them a picture of her on the bridge in her Durocloth
coveralls. T’m’s face fell. Grinning, she showed them her in Number Ones at a
plasmo-blasted diplo reception on a plasmo-blasted pleasure-planet.
“Two
galaxies!” he gulped.
“Who
was the man?” asked M’ri with interest.
Jhl flushed.
That had sort of crept in. “That was Lord Vt R’aam. In his Fleet Commander’s—
Oh, go on, then.” She showed them Shan in all his sparf-laden glory.
M’ri went
bright red. K’t-Ln gulped. T’m was too stunned even to say “Two galaxies.”
“Space
garbage,” said Jhl briskly. They goggled. “Look, this is the real Shan—as much
as the vacuum-frozen Whtyllian is ever— Never mind.” She showed them Shan going
into battle: the slanted blue eyes blazing, a smile on his lips.
There was a
stunned silence. Finally K’t-Ln croaked: “How many people did he kill that
time?”
“Beings,”
corrected T’m numbly.
“Mm? Oh,
off-hand, a few hundred thousand, I suppose. Well, the better part of a battle
fleet—” Jhl broke off. After a moment she said: “That’s what Space Fleet’s for. The Federation may publicise the
idea of the Rule of Law in the
Encyclopaedia, K’t-Ln, but they’re really far more concerned with being able to
trade what they want, where they want, and with whatever beings they want, at
the prices they decide on, and with being able to grab the mineral rights on
any planet they happen upon that’s unlucky enough to be a goodly distance
outside the Rim and undeveloped enough to be unable to sign a treaty. And
before you ask, any treaties are always on the Federation’s terms.”
After quite
some time T'm squeaked: “Isn’t it supposed to be all of us, though?”
“IG law
represents the collective will of the beings on all the member planets?” said
Jhl, raising an eyebrow.
T’m and
K’t-Ln both nodded.
“That is the
general idea, yes. The voting rights are what you’d see as very fair—well, the
Bluellians approve of them, so in humanoid terms they must be fair. But what
most sentient beings are governed by, as far as I can make out, is greed: not
necessarily greed for possessions in all cases, but that sort of thing. So it’s
fair to say,” she said, aware that quite a few budding illusions were being
shattered here, “that the Federation is ruled by greed. Greed reinforced by
strength, and Space Fleet’s the strong right arm.”
“That’s horrible!” cried M’ri.
“Pretty
horrible, yes.”
“We can
still believe in the Rule of Law,” said K’t-Ln through trembling lips. “And
that—that honour is more important than greed. And oppose beings that try to
put greed first.”
Jhl agreed
kindly: “Yes. We can try.”
“I don’t
want to be a Pilot after all, if the Federation’s like that!” cried T’m
bitterly.
“Well, you
don’t have to be,” replied Jhl mildly.
“Don’t be so
cool and rational about it!” cried K’t-Ln. “Don’t you even care?”
“Not very much, no. Most of my life I’ve
been too busy trying to stay alive to bother about ethical positions.”
“Go on,
sneer!” the girl shouted.
Jhl
scratched her head. “I wasn’t— Oh, Vvlvanian curses! SORRY!” she shouted.
“Look, I can’t take another IG microsecond of this Pleasure Girl mok shit!” She
removed the mini-web and, scratching her head vigorously, swept her hair back
behind her ears with a sigh.
“You look
more like you did in your uniform,” spotted T'm
“You’re not
like her at all,” recognised M’ri faintly.
“Pleasure
Girl Roz? Not much, I sincerely hope,” said Jhl grimly.
There was a
short silence. Jhl was regretting what she’d just said, but after all, it was
the truth. “I wasn’t sneering, K’t-Ln; I respect your attitude, only on a
day-to-day basis most beings put expediency first: that’s what I was trying to
say. Well—life forces you to it.”
“Yes,” said
K’t-Ln, biting her lip. “I see what you mean.”
Jhl didn’t
think she did, entirely: she was too young. And she didn’t think the other two
really understood anything much of what had just been said, except that Space
Fleet were not entirely “Goodies” after all. However, there was a very long
pause. K’t-Ln brooded, T’m scowled, and M’ri looked distressfully from one to
the other of them.
Finally M’ri
said: “Would anyone like a cup of fl’oouu tea?”
“Yes,” said
Jhl thankfully. “And shove a shot of uissh in it, for Federation’s sake.”
“You can
salute and say ‘Yes, Captain,’ M’ri,” noted K’t-Ln drily.
M’ri
blushed. “Should we call you
Captain?” she squeaked.
“No, you’re
not my crew."
“Well, I’m
certainly not,” said K’t-Ln grimly.
By the time
the kettle was boiling T'm had recovered enough to demand eagerly: “Tell me
more about BrTl!”
“Uh—well,
what?” said Jhl foggily.
“How big is
he really?"
“Pretty big.
I could tell you in IG measurements, would that— No. Um—well, it’s mostly neck,
I suppose. If he was here...” She figured out about where BrTl’s hip would
come. The ceiling was too low, she admitted, as T’m asked excitedly where his
head would reach to.
“Galaxious!”
he decided.
“Kna shit,”
noted K’t-Ln.
“Yes:
although his size does come in extremely useful in many situations, it’s not
that that makes him BrTl,” said Jhl.
“I know
that!” he shouted, very red.
M’ri poured
the tea and sat down again. “No wonder you know all those occasions and stuff!”
she said with a giggle.
“EQUATIONS!”
shouted her siblings with furious scorn.
“Oh, yes:
those!” said M’ri with another giggle.
“Yeah. I
shoulda guessed, that time you told me I’d managed to turn my ship inside-out
and park it on top of itself in triple space without even checking the
figures,” said K’t-Ln sourly.
Jhl’s eyes
twinkled but she admitted: “It's a text-blob error, K’t-Ln, anyone with Pilot
training would recognise it.”
“Would
BrTl?” asked T’m keenly.
“Yes,” she
groaned.
After a
little K’t-Ln said: “Do you think the it-being knows everything?”
“I don’t
know, K’t-Ln: it’s as mysterious to me as it is to you. As to why the it-beings
like Trff are apparently content to jog around the universe in the company of
lesser minds like humanoids and xathpyroids, I can’t say.”
“Maybe they
need friends,” suggested M’ri.
“Pooh!”
cried K’t-Ln.
“Well, it’s
as viable a theory as any that any being has ever put forward,” conceded Jhl.
M’ri didn’t
understand “viable” but she understood the general drift, and she smirked.
“Why would
they want to make friends of lesser beings, though?” demanded K’t-Ln.
“I don’t
know. I doubt if the it-being sees anything at all, even the concept of lesser,
as we do, K’t-Ln. I think we’d have to re-think our most basic assumptions in
order to get within a megazillion light-years of understanding a fraction of
the Ju’ukrterian mind.”
K’t-Ln’s
brow wrinkled. “You mean, as fundamental as good and bad?”
“No: far
more fundamental than that. Up and down. Left and right. Light and heavy.
Asleep and awake. Night and day.” She hesitated, then shrugged fractionally and
added: “Binarism.”
“You’re not
joking,” discovered K’t-Ln slowly.
“No.” Jhl
drank tea calmly. “I could go one of those bun-things of yours, M’ri,” she
noted.
M’ri gave a
loud giggle, and bounced up. “Yes, sir, Captain!”
“You will have to erase all this,” noted
K’t-Ln drily.
“Mm.” Their
eyes met: they smiled.
“What? But I
don’t wanna forget BrTl an’ Trff!” wailed T’m.
“No. Well,
one day, if I ever get out of this pile of mok shit,” said Jhl, swallowing a
sigh, “you’ll get to meet them. If we’re not all in a Feddo jail.” She winked
at him.
“On Vvlvania
mining the magma pits!” he choked.
“You got
it,” conceded Jhl. They giggled.
M’ri had
fetched the biscuit barrel. “We might as well finish them. –Who feeds you in
space?” she asked curiously.
“The ship,
of course.”
The
crunching stopped and there was an awed silence.
“You three
don’t need to help me, K’t-Ln,” said Jhl on a cautious note. “I just thought
you ought to know that—well, to a certain degree—our intentions coincide.”
“Ye-es...
What’s the Fleet Commander really want you to do, though?” she demanded.
Jhl shrugged. “I’ve told you as much as I
know. Find Rhan. Send a message.”
“That’s what
I thought,” K’t-Ln admitted.
“You must
love him very much,” decided M’ri softly.
Jhl took
another biscuit, annoyed to find her hand was shaking slightly. “I don’t know,
any more. I thought it had worn off. I thought that was why I was doing it:
because it had worn off and because I owed him one. Something like that. One
last big effort, and then I’d be free of him, I wouldn’t owe him a thing.”
“Did you owe
him anything, though?” asked T’m, faint but pursuing.
“Not
materially, no. But emotionally, I suppose I thought I did: he had offered me
everything a being of his wealth and position could, T’m, and I’d—uh—laughed at
him. When I wasn’t yelling at him.”
“I see,”
said M’ri slowly.
“Well, I
don’t!” said K’t-Ln in a loud and sulky voice.
Jhl gave her
an ironic look. “Mm. Well, I dunno. We go back a long way, me and Shan. He’s
more like an old comrade than anything, I suppose.”
M’ri leant
forward eagerly. “Would you feel worse or better if it was BrTl that had lost
all his mind-functions, though?"
“M’ri!”
cried K’t-Ln in horror.
“I don’t
mind, M’ri, it’s such a relief to be me again,” said Jhl with a smile. “It’s a
reasonable question.” She scratched her head. “It’s very hard to say, because
when you’re a mammal, sex does tend to complicate things, doesn’t it? But I
think it would be as bad. And then, BrTl is my First Officer, I suppose in a
way I’d feel a lot more responsible.” She shrugged a little.
“It’s not as
simple as one or the other, you’re dumb!” said K’t-Ln fiercely to her sister.
M’ri merely
looked smug and drank tea.
After a
moment K’t-Ln said grimly: “Well, do you agree it’s only fair to set the
prisoner free?”
Jhl sighed,
and gave up trying to resolve the dilemma. “Yeah. So—we do it?”
Their eyes
shone, even the timid M’ri’s. “Yeah!” they breathed. “We do it!”
“They’re really going!” gasped T'm, as the
clansmen’s battered old lifter rose slowly from the paddock.
“Yes. The
order’s as real to them as if The Lord had really given it,” said Jhl without
much enthusiasm.
In the warm
kitchen, silence fell. Their momentary euphoria had evaporated. They looked at
one another uncertainly.
“Okay, then:
I’ll do it,” she said.
K’t-Ln had
begun to struggle to her feet. Now she collapsed into her chair again. “You’ll
have to,” she said sourly.
“No! I’ll
come!” cried T’m stoutly.
“Is he tied
up?” quavered M’ri.
“Shackled,”
said Jhl.
M’ri gulped.
“He’s a very
gentle being, he wouldn’t dream of hurting any of us, M’ri.”
“Yes,
but—but he might be very angry,” she quavered. “And—and he is the Regent.”
“Well, you
can curtsey to him!” snarled K’t-Ln.
“I could
bow,” offered T'm.
“Bow if you
like. And come if you like, he won’t hurt you. I’m going up,” said Jhl
impatiently. “Come on, if you're coming, T’m.”
The passage
door closed after them. The Mk-L’ster sisters looked at one another.
“She must
have been in lots and lots of battles,” said M’ri faintly.
K’t-Ln
gnawed on her lip. “Yeah."
“I bet he
will be angry,” said M'ri.
“Shut up!”
she snarled.
Silence
fell.
Upstairs
they looked at the door of the attic room.
“He's not
sending!” hissed T'm.
“He knows
we’re here,” said Jhl mildly. She shot the bolts back and turned the heavy
metal key.
“Go on,”
said the little boy hoarsely.
She put the
blob-key in its lock.
After some
time during which Jhl’s cheeks got redder and redder, T’m squeaked: “Can’t you
do it? I’ll help!"
“That won’t
be any use. The blob will only respond to certain encodings, and he’s got it
set to Jhm M’D’nl’d Mk-L’ster’s and his own— Intergalactic clown!” she shouted,
hitting herself on the forehead.
“Can you
make Jhm M’D’nl’d Mk-L’ster think he’s been ordered to come back?"
“I don’t
think I need to,” she said drily. “Given the available encodings in this neck
of the Old Rthfrdian woods.” She asked the man inside to think Open at the blob-lock.
Just that? he sent in immense surprise.
“DO IT!” shouted
Jhl at the top of her lungs.
The door
swung open before the sound of her voice had died away. Jhl and T’m stared at
the slim man standing shackled in the middle of the small attic room.
Rh’aiiy’hn
of Old Rthfrdia said drily: “I’d have done that months ago if I’d known it was
so—” He gulped. “–Easy,” he finished weakly, staring.
“She’s not
really a Pleasure Girl,” began T’m hastily: “she’s—”
Jhl put a
hand gently on his bony little shoulder. “He knows I’m not,” she murmured.
Rh’aiiy’hn
went on staring.
Finally Jhl
recommended drily: “Close your eyes, it might help to reconcile appearance with
reality. Or to tell one from the other—whatever.”
“Is that
your true appearance?” he said feebly.
She
scratched her head. “Given a few nips, tucks, liftings, lowerings, polishings,
pearlizings—” She felt his hurt bewilderment. “Sorry. Yes. I’m not a
metamorph.”
“She took
the mini-web out of her hair,” the little boy said.
Rh’aiiy’hn
smiled at him. “Did she? That would change her appearance somewhat. You must be
T’m, I think. How’s T’m’s Kitten, today?”
“Good!” he
beamed. “Um—sir,” he croaked.
“‘Great Lord,’”
corrected Jhl drily.
“Great
Lord,” said T’m faintly.
“No: please
just call me Rh’aiiy’hn,” he said.
“So you’re
as much of a federo-demo-nut as is claimed,” said Jhl drily.
“I’m sorry,
Captain, I didn’t understand that,” he said.
“Mm? Oh,”
said Jhl feebly. She’d turned her translator off, it was weeks since she’d
bothered with it. And in any case it was such an up-market translator that it
would probably have switched itself off when her Old Rthfrdian had reached a
respectable level.
“Two galaxies,
don’t you know what that means?” cried T’m, staring at him.
“Being shut
in an attic for six months without benefit of the IG Encyclopaedia is hardly
the best culturing ground for developing a grasp of Intergalactic slang,” noted
Jhl.
Rh’aiiy’hn
passed a hand over his hair. “Has it been that long?”
“So I
gather, yes. Come downstairs, it’s like the vacuum-frozen plains of Gwrrtt up
here.”
“Er—yes. Can
you undo these?” He gestured at the shackles on his ankles.
“Crystallise
them!” urged T'm excitedly.
“Um—hang
on.” Jhl concentrated on the molecular structure of the shackles. Then she
looked at their lock, and smiled. The shackles fell off with a little clatter.
“C’n I have
them?” asked T’m eagerly.
Jhl rolled
her eyes. “Go on.”
He scooped
them up eagerly, not neglecting to cast a wary eye up the man as he did so.
“It’s loads warmer in the kitchen,” he said, going over to the door.
“Yes: off
you go,” agreed Jhl.
T’m
scampered out with his booty.
Rh’aiiy’hn
hesitated; then he said in a low voice: “Thank you, Captain.”
“Are you all
right?” she demanded baldly.
“Yes. I— A
bit weak, it must be the combined effects of confinement and the drug... I had
no idea you were a woman,” he said faintly.
Jhl had
actually grasped that. Although she’d had a good idea of what he looked like,
she hadn’t realised how very like Shan he was: the same golden-tan skin, the
high cheekbones, the winged jaw and the pointed chin, plus the slanted azure
eyes that he shared with his brother. But above the golden skin the hair was a
dark auburn, not Shan’s shining black.
“Possibly
sex is less significant in the scheme of things than we mammalian humanoids are
predisposed by our genetic encoding to believe,” she said grimly. “Come on,
Lord Rhan.”
Rh’aiiy’hn’s
lips twitched a little, but he didn’t correct her pronunciation or the term of
address. He followed her slowly down the first flight of stairs. Halfway down
he murmured: “Is there a scheme of
things?”
The powerful
mind was shielded from him but he saw her slender shoulders shake
infinitesimally, and was very pleased with himself.
Jhl paused
before the last flight of stairs. “I should warn you that M’ri may be overawed
by your consequence and that K’t-Ln, though she wanted to free you, will
probably be very truculent."
“Yes,” he
agreed.
“You’d
better lean on me,” she said abruptly.
They
descended to the ground floor very slowly, the Regent leaning heavily on Jhl.
In the
kitchen she assisted him into the big leather armchair. M’ri was looking in
disappointment at his grubby shirt and shabby riding breeches. Jhl’s lips
twitched but she merely said mildly: “Bring some more wood in, T’m, would you?
Lord Rhan’s rather cold.”
“It’s cold
as the vacuum-frozen plains of Gwrrtt in the attic!” T’m informed the company,
as he scrambled for the back door.
Jhl
introduced the Mk-L’ster sisters and he said, smiling at them: “Thank you for
helping to set me free.” Disconcertingly, it was Shan’s smile, but this was a
far gentler and much, much nicer personality.
K’t-Ln
growled that they hadn’t done anything and he pointed out, very nicely, that
they had agreed that that something should be done, which was what counted.
Whereupon M’ri suggested a cup of tea, blushing and dropping a shaky curtsey.
“It had
better be khyai’llh tea,” said Jhl briskly before the Regent could speak. She
dropped a hand on his shoulder. “He’s shivering: it’s reaction. Not to say
withdrawal from that muck they’ve been feeding him. Get him a warm rug, M’ri,
and then the tea.”
M’ri didn’t
giggle and say: “Yes, sir, Captain!”, she just nodded silently and scurried
over to the big carved wooden chest that held a selection of rugs and some
battered leather pouches. Jhl assumed she was in awe of the Regent, grubby
hunting attire notwithstanding, not realising that she had spoken to the girl
as she might have to a very junior member of her ship’s crew, and it was not at
this moment the Regent of whom M’ri was in awe.
Rh’aiiy’hn
of Old Rthfrdia, who was also accustomed to command, had realised it, however.
He leant his head back and closed his eyes, trying in vain to reconcile the
dainty, black-haired physical presence of the girl who had rescued him with the
personality that took for granted that its orders would be obeyed and the powerful
mind that controlled it.
It was late
afternoon when he woke from a doze to find himself alone in the kitchen but for
a stripey cat on the shabby hearth-rug. The fire was almost out. He was looking
round him dazedly, trying to gather his wits, when the back door opened and a
slim figure in baggy nyr-hide breeches came in, lit by the glow of afternoon
sunlight.
“Hullo,
Captain,” he said weakly.
Jhl grinned.
“I thought I might as well get out of that vacuum-frozen draped garment I was
masquerading in.”
He smiled a
little. “Was it the Lady A’ailh’sa’s?”
“Yeah: last
year’s!”
His lips
twitched. “The ladies of the Court are all like that.”
“So I
gather. Fancy a shot of uissh?”
“Er—yes. If
you think I should?”
“If you pass
out, we’ll know you shouldn’t have,” she replied equably, pouring.
He gave a
little shrug, and drank.
“You haven’t
passed out,” she noted.
“No.” He
looked at the open back door, and sighed. “It’s wonderful to see freedom and
know I could just— Could I just walk
out into it?” he asked with a wry smile.
He wasn’t
reading anything from her, that was
for sure. Well, he wasn’t stupid. Jhl made a face. “Only as far as the lifter
paddock. We haven’t decided what to do with you yet. And I can’t decide how
much you should know. Do you know who your father was?”
“A Whtyllian
lord. –You must be able to read it all,” he murmured.
“Yes. I’m
checking up on you. It’s less tiring, too."
“I see,” he
said slowly, frowning. “I’m sure you would win, if it came to a tussle of minds
with my brother.”
She eyed him
drily. “Uh-huh.”
“What is
it?"
“I’m
wondering what would happen if the pair of you ganged up against me.” She added
with a grin, re-filling his glass: “Shan always said I’d make a rotten
commander: no grasp of strategy.”
“No,” he
said, smiling slowly. “–Who is Shan, an old comrade?”
Jhl could
see he really didn’t know and had made no connection between the name and the
mention of his father. As Shank’yar had once mentioned, Rh’aiiy’hn’s mother had
never been privileged to learn his father’s real name. She was tempted simply
to open her mind to this son of Shan’s, who was at once so like and so very
unlike his father, but that would have been poor strategy indeed. So instead she
told him as much as she’d told the youngsters.
Rh’aiiy’hn
rubbed his pointed chin slowly. “I see. Has he a hidden agenda, do you think?”
Jhl hadn’t
suggested this: she was pleased to see he’d thought of it for himself. She
nodded silently.
“Mm. Not
merely Drouwh’s pwld mines?"
“I really
don’t think so. The Vt R’aams are already immensely wealthy. So while he
wouldn’t say no to becoming the richest being in the Known Universe, that
wouldn’t be an end in itself. –Too boring,” she explained with a twinkle.
He nodded,
and after a moment asked: “Does he have other sons?"
“Not full
sons, no: you and Drouwh are the only ones that he endowed with a full share of
his genetic encoding.” He didn’t understand, not surprising in a being from a primmo
little world like Old Rthfrdia. She explained calmly. Rh’aiiy’hn evinced
neither surprise nor distaste, which did surprise Jhl considerably.
“I think he
may be looking for an heir, then,” he said slowly.
“Yeah. Why
in Federation couldn’t he have waited until after F-Day?” she demanded on a
cross note.
“Is that
what off-worlders call it?” he said, his lips twitching. “I think possibly he
thought I might not be alive by F-Day. Perhaps he wanted you not only to find
me but to see that I’m kept safe. Indeed, to rescue me, as you have done,” he
said politely.
Her eyes
twinkled. “You’re unlike him in many ways, but you’ve got that in common, at
least! Um, it’s hard to explain: that way of... ironically distancing yourself
from yourself and your own situation, I suppose. –Drouwh doesn’t do it at all,”
she added, half to herself.
Rh’aiiy’hn
looked at the little frown on her ivory forehead and said softly: “No?” And
wondered if she knew that he was reflecting that possibly that was a point in
his favour, then, and if she could sense the galloping of his heart; and knew
bitterly that the answer to both these questions was undoubtedly Yes.
Jhl
swallowed. After a moment she said: “Don’t feel like that.”
“Like what?”
he returned on a harsh note.
“Humiliated,” she said, licking her lips. “I have to do it, at this
stage: I have to be sure of you. And even if you’d done the Course, I doubt if
you could shield your mind from me: I’ve got too strong. But once I’m sure I
can trust you, I won’t look. –Unless I have to,” she added honestly.
He smiled a
little but said curiously: “How can you not look?”
She eyed him
drily. “Well, apart from the fact that in most parts of the Known Universe it's
considered cursed bad manners to look without permission, the Course teaches
you how not to.”
A dark tide
of red rose up the strong neck that was so like Shan’s and he said: “I suppose
I’ve been prying into other beings’ minds all my life. Unthinkingly assuming
that because I had the ability, I had the right.”
“Everybody’s
like that at first.”
“Hardly for
forty years, though,” he said on a bitter note. “Do you despise me?”
“No. I just
said: everybody does it; until the Course or maybe their own society teaches
them different.”
“Which was
it for you?” he asked, looking into the big dark eyes.
Jhl grinned
cheerfully. “Oh, the Course! I’m a Bluellian; not many of my people have mind
abilities, either. Uh—sorry: the Intergalactic Mind-Control Course.”
“I see. –I
do know of Bluellia: grain and grqwaries, mainly. Plus some tourism?"
Jhl nodded
feebly. Even though his mathematical ability was almost zero, his mind held a
childlike image of the two galaxies, and he had situated Bluellia pretty
accurately in it. “You know more than most Old Rthfrdians, then.”
“Yes. As a
member of the Royal Family I was given a solid grounding in intergalactic
economics and history, trade, diplomatic matters—that sort of thing.”
“I see.” She
had seen a picture of two lonely little auburn-haired boys in a large schoolroom,
grinding away over their lessons whilst outside the rest of Old Rthfrdia leapt
and played in some sort of summer festival.
Rh’aiiy’hn
laughed weakly. “Feeling sorry for myself, I’m afraid! At least there were the
two of us, it would have been much worse alone.”
“Uh-huh. Not
your brother: your cousin, is that right?”
“Yes. Jhms
All’yhaiyn. I miss him,” the man said.
“Yes,” said
Jhl gently. “So the boy Ruler is your cousin’s son, is that right?”
“Yes. He
calls me ‘uncle,’ but that is the relationship.”
There was a
short silence.
Then Jhl
leant forward. “Lord Rh’aiiy’hn, why don’t you want to abolish the monarchy?”
Rh’aiiy’hn
sighed. “Surely you— Oh, very well. I swore to Jhms All’yhaiyn on his deathbed
that I’d do my best for the boy until he reached the age of majority. To my
mind that doesn’t entail throwing his inheritance away, whatever my own
position on monarchy, constitutional or absolute, might be.”
She could see clearly enough that his own
position could well be summed up as outright socialism: Choice 8,096—something
like that? It was written up in the Bluellian Archives somewhere, no doubt, but
they’d been in the Federation for so many generations— “So your word is your
bond?” she said flippantly.
His lips
tightened. “Can we not argue about it, please, Captain?"
“I’m not
arguing: I can see there are circumstances where you would break a promise to a
dying being.”
Rh’aiiy’hn
leant his head against the back of the big leather chair and sighed. “Yes. I
suppose there are.”
Jhl looked
at the strong golden throat in the open-necked, coarsely-woven shirt and felt
absurdly shaken.
There was a
long silence in the old kitchen.
“Possibly,”
the man said at last with a sigh, “Drouwh and I might have been able to reach
some sort of agreement over the question of the monarchy—at least an agreement
that the question could be left until the boy comes of age—if it wasn’t for the
business of the clan lands. -Am I making sense?” he asked suddenly.
She nodded
and he passed a hand over his face and said: “Of course. Even if he hasn’t
spoken to you of his position, you must have read— Yes."
“I needn’t
necessarily have been interested, however,” noted Jhl, very dry. The more so
because of that shaken moment, earlier.
“Er—no,” he
said, looking at her with a startled expression and a certain mental recoil.
“Go on,” she
said, swallowing a sigh.
“We haven’t
been able to reach an accommodation. He insists on the minimum devolution of
clan lands dictated by IG law: fifty percent by area to the people.”
Jhl just
waited.
“I can see why!” he said on an irritable note. “You
must be able to see— I’m sorry. No, well, in the short term of course it would
create far less furore than full devolution. It might even keep the Lords quiet
for the next generation. And of course it’s less likely to stir the townsfolk
up against the clanspeople. But... I can’t reconcile it with my conscience.
–Possibly you’re more aware of my motives than I am, and you can see it isn’t
my conscience at all,” he added with a tiny, twisted smile. “But to put it
simply— No, that’s wrong,” he said, frowning. “To put it as truthfully as I can, nothing short of
full devolution seems fair to me. Drouwh’s way leaves the Lords still with
immense wealth and the people with nothing very much. The fifty percent by area
that their Lords choose to allot them, in fact."
“I agree
with you: it isn’t fair.”
He looked at
her doubtfully.
“On the
other hand, I agree with him that the fifty percent solution seems the least
likely to lead to outright blood-letting. It’s a far more practical approach. –I
agree with both of you, in short,” she added, very dry indeed.
Rh’aiiy’hn
sighed. “Yes.” He hesitated. “And on the monarchy?”
She made a
face. “Now that I’ve heard your reasons, I agree with both of you there, too.”
“Bears’
claws,” said Rh’aiiy’hn, very faintly.
Jhl got up
abruptly and strode over to the open door. She stood glaring out across the
vehicle paddock with her back to him.
Rh’aiiy’hn
watched her for a while. She didn’t turn round. Finally he said: "Where
are the children?"
“Mm? Oh:
T'm’s gone into the forest in search of some sort of edible fungus—not lr,
something else—and K’t-Ln and M’ri are just outside on the grass.”
He rose and
came slowly up to her shoulder. K’t-Ln was sitting up very straight with her
bow in her hand while M'ri was placidly sewing. “Aren’t they pretty?” he said
with a smile in his voice.
“What?
Uh—yes, I suppose so.”
There was a
short silence. “When is Drouwh due back?” he said hoarsely.
Jhl sighed.
“Another three days.”
“And if he
should be early?”
“I’ll hear
him.”
“I see.” He
swallowed. “I’m very fond of him, you know,” he said in a low voice.
“Yes,” said
Jhl vaguely. “Uh—yes,” she said, blinking suddenly. “How long have you known he
was your half-brother?”
“For a very
long time. Mother has always known: my father told her. According to him it was
in the nature of a genetic experiment. I don’t know if that was true or not.
But certainly by the time he turned to the lady poet of the Lower Cwmb—I’m
sorry, that’s Lady Mk-L’ster—Mother had refused several times to leave Old
Rthfrdia and become his wife. Forgive me, I’ve forgotten the IG term.”
“IG-legal
bond-partner. Yes, apparently his mother has always been keen to see him bond-partnered
to a—” Jhl paused. “Princess,” she said in Old Rthfrdian, very dry.
“Yes. But a
member of the Old Rthfrdian Royal Family does not desert her duty.”
She was
gazing vacantly across the grass and he realised she wasn’t really interested
in the topic. Certainly not in him, Rh’aiiy’hn, as an individual being. At the
most as a—a genetic experiment! he thought bitterly.
Eventually
she said: “Drouwh has no idea you’re brothers. I can’t understand why he never
picked it up from your mother.”
“I doubt if
he ever bothered to look. The point never occurred to him, you see. Do you
think it will be a great shock to him, when he does find out?”
Jhl replied
simply: “You know him better than I do, what do you think?"
A flush rose
to the high cheekbones; he said angrily: “How can I possibly know him better
than you do?"
“I know the
structure of his mind and his biochemistry and his genetic encoding. I know him
on a cognitive level, I suppose. Of course I can recognise and classify his
emotions, but that isn’t the same thing as having known him all his life as...
as an individual being,” she ended on a dubious note. “That doesn’t put it very
well; I’m not used to talking about this sort of thing.”
“You mean my
knowledge of him is more... instinctive? Intuitive?”
Jhl
shrugged. “Non-cognitive, anyway. –So?”
Rh’aiiy’hn
bit his lip. “I think it will be a great shock to him. The more so since he
doesn’t even know his father was an off-worlder.”
She shook
her head. “He’s pretty sure of it, now. The Old Woman said to him, quite
casually, that the man he thinks of as ‘the Dad’ wasn’t his father. That
doesn’t worry him, but he doesn’t like the idea that his powers may be from an
off-worlder.”
He winced.
“He wouldn’t, no. Our Old Rthfrdian traditions are very dear to him, but it’s
more than that… How can I put it? I think it’s a matter of his conception of
his self-hood. Most Old Rthfrdian clansfolk feel themselves to be deeply linked
to the land in a way I can’t explain.”
“Ye-es...
Isn’t it the female line that matters, with the clans, though?"
Rh’aiiy’hn
smiled suddenly. “You’re rationalising it, Captain! I see what you mean by
understanding him on a cognitive level. Legally, socially and—er—genetically, I
suppose, it is traditionally the female line that is considered to matter, but what
I’m talking about is a matter of feeling, not of law or social custom or
genetics.”
Jhl nodded.
“I've never been any good at emotional stuff,” she said casually.
He
swallowed. “Er—I see.”
“Having
mind-powers doesn’t turn you into a different personality,” she said drily.
“No-o... But
you have always known of your powers, surely, Captain?"
“Not
entirely.” She shrugged. “Oh, well—” Rh’aiiy’hn listened with interest, not
speaking. “I’m still me, essentially,” she finished.
“Ye-es... I
see. Yes,” he said, very softly: “one has power over others, not over one’s
self... over the physical shell, yes, but not...” His eyes turned inward, and
became remote. Jhl could feel he was taking a second look at his own
capabilities. She didn’t pry. Finally he said: “Could you alter another
person’s—I beg your pardon—another being’s personality, Captain?”
“No. I could
make the being believe different things about itself, but I couldn't alter its
fundamental self.”
“Mm...”
“One would
be as immoral as the other,” she noted drily.
“Yes.
–Captain,” he said slowly: “am I right in thinking that the principal reason
Drouwh kidnapped me was that his faction found it impossible to make any
headway with me reading their intentions?”
“Yes. He can
see as clearly as you that it’s now given his side precisely the sort of unfair
advantage that you had before, if that’s what you were going to say.”
“No,” he
said, shaken again to find she wasn't reading what he was going to say before
he’d said it. “No... Listen, Captain,” he said with considerable forcefulness,
“I fully appreciate your dilemma. Simply to take me back to the Court would
merely replace the current unfair situation with the former one. So what I’m
proposing is that you temporarily remove, or block, both my mind-powers and
his. Until the Referendum’s over.”
Jhl gulped.
“Can
you?"
“I think
so... I never thought of that,” she said feebly.
Rh’aiiy’hn
smiled pleasedly.
“You look so
like him when you smirk like that!” she said in a shaken voice.
“Like
Drouwh?”
“No. Like
your father.”
“Oh. I
didn’t think I was smirking, precisely."
Jhl smiled
crookedly. “No, you weren’t. It was just the—the expression. You’ve got his
intelligence and his good looks, but you’re not very like him, really.”
“If he’s the
devious character you've described, I'm rather glad of that!”
“Mm,” she
agreed on a wry note.
“Well, what
do you think?” he said hopefully. “Could you do it without hurting Drouwh?”
“Um... He’d
have to let me, or be asleep, I think. Um, yes, I could make him believe he’s
never had any powers. People would notice, though.”
Rh’aiiy’hn
rubbed his jaw. “That’s a point. I suppose they’d notice with me, too."
“Well, yes, if your faction’s in the habit of
asking you what Representative So-and-So's thinking!” she said strongly.
He smiled a
little wistfully. “Something like that. I haven't really got a faction.”
“You could
have fooled me!”
“No. There’s
only a handful of us. Off and on we’ve had a precarious alliance with the
conservative group led by old Lord Fh’Ly’haiyn and Rh’n’lhd, but the only thing
we have in common with them is a desire to preserve the monarchy.”
Jhl looked
at him incredulously. She looked into his mind. “Bones of Brqa,” she said
numbly. “And most of them wouldn’t half mind getting rid of you!”
“Exactly.
They’ve got hold of Allie, without me to protect him, I’m afraid. No doubt
filling his head with their reactionary rubbish,” he said tightly. “I beg your
pardon, Captain: All’yhaiyn, the Ruler.
Jhl smiled
suddenly. “Is that his name? Drouwh thinks of him as ‘the boy.’”
“He’s not so
unlike Fh’Ly’haiyn and Rh’n’lhd as he fancies, then,” he noted drily.
Choking
slightly, Jhl said: “Yeah! Um... Well, if it’s that bad, and I send you back
without your mind-powers, you won’t be safe.”
He shrugged.
“I can take my chances.”
“No, Shan
didn’t send me all this way for you to end up with a dagger in your back. –I’m almost sure,” she muttered, grimacing.
She scratched her head. “I suppose I could go back with you: watch your back.”
“Wouldn’t I
wonder who you were, though, Captain?” he said politely.
Jhl laughed
suddenly. “Sometimes you do sound just like Shan! Look, do you think you could
stand it if I left your memory of your powers, and only blocked the powers
themselves?”
Rh’aiiy’hn
went very pale. “I think so.”
Jhl frowned
over it. “I think it’s the only fair way. The same with Drouwh, I think...
Though I think I’d better erase his memory of me.”
“Erase?”
“It’s easier
than blocking a memory. But I’ve been practising with Stripey. I’ve got quite
good at blocking specific memories, now. I suppose it would be morally
indefensible to erase a memory of Drouwh’s just because I’ve got an uneasy
feeling it might be safer for me if I did."
“It most
certainly would!” he said strongly, missing the dry note, unaware that his
response was precisely what she had expected from him.
“Yeah.” Jhl
leant against the door-jamb, gazing out across the wide stretch of lawn to the
old stone wall and the forest.
“Could we go
outside for a walk before you do it?” he said in a low voice.
“What?” she
said, jumping. “I'm not going to do it right this minute, you intergalactic
clown!"
Rh’aiiy’hn
of Old Rthfrdia stared at her, his winged jaw sagging.
“Oh—Vvlvanian curses,” said Jhl limply. “I'm sorry. I suppose that was
what you call lèse majesté, here.”
“And for
which we’d throw you to the bears—mm,” he murmured. “No, it was... salutary!”
Although he
was smiling, Jhl could see he was remembering his dead cousin and reflecting
with some bitterness that since Jhms All’yhaiyn’s death there was no-one in his
life who used that unceremonious tone with him. She looked hurriedly away from
the memory and said gruffly: “Of course we can go for a walk if you feel up to
it, Lord Rhan.”
“Yes. –Just
‘Rh’aiiy’hn’,” he murmured.
“Yes. Sorry.
Rh’aiiy’hn.”
They walked
slowly out onto the grass.
“May I ask
what your name is? Or would it be safer for you if I know you only as ‘Captain’
and—what is it the children call you? Roz?”
“It might be
safer for Shan,” admitted Jhl. She gave him a quick mind-picture of Shank’yar
playing with his toes, and L’Thea masquerading as her in the Mullgon’ya nursing
home.
“Bears’
claws,” he said, shuddering.
“Don’t let
any of the kids see that, will you?”
“No,” he
said faintly.
“I can’t see
how you knowing my real name would endanger Shan, but he’s got a lot of
enemies. I think it had better be Need-To-Know only."
“Er—what? Do
you mean I don’t need to know it?”
“Yes.” Jhl
looked dubiously at her translator. It was off: she repeated slowly in Old
Rthfrdian: “Need-To-Know only. It’s a Space Service term.”
“I see.”
Rh’aiiy’hn clenched his fists and added in a low voice: “And if I said I did
need to know?”
Jhl replied
in a hard voice, not looking to see why he thought he did: “I’d say you
didn’t.”
Rh’aiiy’hn
said nothing. He walked on slowly towards the old stone wall at the back of the
vehicle paddock, long mouth tight.
Jhl could
both see and feel he was overtiring himself. But as he didn’t ask for help, she
didn’t offer any. Finally he reached the wall and dropped onto it with a sigh.
She came up slowly. “Lovely day,” she said.
“Indeed.”
After a moment he added with some difficulty: “Is your part of Bluellia like
this, Captain?"
“Much
flatter.” She looked around her and said: “The colours are basically the same,
though. Blue sky, green grass. Standard c-based, o-breather territory, really.”
“What?” he
said dazedly.
Jhl
glared at the translator, which was still off, and said loudly to it: “He
didn't understand that, hunk of space junk!”
The
translator immediately replied: You
phrased it correctly. His knowledge of Basic Bio is at fault, not your Old
Rthfrdian.
“YES!” she
shouted furiously, hauling it off and hurling it down the lawn. “And SHUT UP!”
“Was it
communicating with you?” asked Rh’aiiy’hn numbly.
“What? Oh.
Yeah, it’s the latest model. Fleet Commanders and up: Shan got it for me.” She
sat down beside him, sighing. “It’s never actually had the plasmo-blasted cheek
to speak to me directly, before, though.”
His lips
twitched.
“What?” she
said suspiciously.
“Well, I
know very little about blob technology, Captain,” he said apologetically, “but
if it’s as sophisticated as you say, possibly it’s—er—learning from you at the
same time as—?” He paused delicately, eyebrows raised.
Jhl laughed so much she nearly fell off the
wall. “You’re more—like Shank’yar—than I thought!” she wheezed.
Rh’aiiy’hn
smiled. But to himself he thought on a bitter note, trying not to care if she
was listening: Not enough, though, am I?
Jhl wasn’t
listening. She was very tired. She sat on the old stone wall in the sun,
quietly soaking up warmth, senses just enough on the alert to be aware of any
approaching being, not thinking at all.
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